Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Place of you

.
Dear beauty
I knew you just a human being as me
But I admire you the most
I realize that I've made a lot of mistaken
But I knew you've realize why I am doing that
Yes, you are the one
In my days in every parts

Dear beauty
I knew you just a human being as me
That's why I want to get you as mine
And I am yours if you trust me

I'm not in stage of your possessions
But I never being so sure
If you are my missing part
Out of your opinions

I've been draw you inside
The place of you
.

Monday, August 15, 2005

Telisik Hutan Bambu

.
Kututupi pandangku pada nanar bisu hutan bambu
Sembilu-sembilu tipis merantai keinginan
Ditingkah angin sepi
Ia tak lagi hampiriku disini
Ia telah lupakan adaku
Setelah ia temukan hamparan savana

Kututupi telingaku pada pekik pedih hutan bambu
Hutan bambu yang tak menarik lagi
Ia enggan hampiriku disini
Ia hanya lihat sunyinya
Tak sempat melihat kedalam sana
Telaga yang terjaga jernihnya

Ia masih seindah dulu
Dan aku memandangnya berlarian di savana
Mengejar mataharinya
Aku berharap suatu hari nanti ia kan kembali
Kembali pada hutan bambu dan ramaikan keteduhan

Ia masih seindah dulu
Hatinya menari dalam setiap suasana
Tak akan hilang dan akupun masih memandangnya
Rindukannya...
Imaji menembus hutan bambu
Mencarinya dan menantinya
Kuingin ini nyata!

Entah sampai kapan
Mungkin hingga suatu saat
Saat ia akan kembali di sini
dan hutan bambu menjadi hamparan tulip
Atau aku terkubur disini
Dalam hutan bambu yang kian melebat

Telisik sunyi hutan bambu
Mungkin tak akan terdengar kini
Tapi jiwa ini tak mampu dustai nyata
Bahwa aku benar-benar tak mampu kehilangannya
Hanya kesungguhan yang kini kupunya
.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Till The End of The Sun

(never ending lover)

I don't know where you put me into
As a warrior or knight ?
Or just a property of the devil ?
But please don't ever say,
If I'm a foolish lover
Whose loving you cause you makes a fool on me
Just say, I am not your taste
And I don't know it mean to me or not

The path I known is I never love in low level
I always searching the best of my lovely one
And it become higher and higher
And you never knew the base point of it
I trust a real lover, and it's hard to get

If you felt that you have make a fool on me
And If I just fool by you
You will see I will go in another session of yours
But not I...
I love you cause I love you
And all clear for me
Just like contrast of black and white

If love need a sacrifice
It could be me, not you
And now I,
Arrange simple words to make you understand
I love you and it would be remain
I love you and your bliss is my command
You worth to be happy, even I am getting apart

If Love never give me a possessions of you
I have knew the risk of pursuing you
That my sacrifice, even I am dying in the rest
But I just offering you another bliss
The real one...
But everything is in your hand
You decide yours
You decide mine
You decide us
But you never able decide the entire path

You can get what you want
And I trust in you...
Like the sun rise every morning
No matter clouds shadowing earth
And it's remain the same
I am reborn in every morning
Till the end of the sun
.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Still I'M Sure We'll Love Again


This is one of Meena's poem (August 2005), not for me, but it might related to my situation, So I pick this up, I have been permmited by her to publish this in my BloG here!


There was a piano
We use to play
And spend the time
'Til we found it was love
Hidding inside us
Can not separate us

There's a flame of love
Searching in the dark
It's there to guide us
But through the days beyond the haze
I can see you reaching out to hold me

Still I'm sure we'll love again
It's a matter of time
I will belong to you,
You belong to me
How can I convince you
That I'm stuck on you
Can't find another heart I love you more each day (I
love you more each day...)

Never though never cross my mind
You gave everything
You ask me just holding on
If I could just walk away
To love again with somebody new

Too many memories
Release the passion inside
And set them free
But through the days beyond the haze
I can see you reaching out to hold me


This is for someone who shared so many
memories with me and for someone I love still this
very moment.I wish I could turn back time and
make all the pain go away...

- Meena -